Dreaming of getting rescued was a dream waiting to come true. I was getting a little to excited and started thinking what happens if the helicopter ends up not coming to the island and were all stuck here forever. I was just thinking to myself, how everyone on the island was becoming an individual person among themselves. Jack becoming a savage with his pack of hunters following his every move. Thinking to myself how I stayed the same and didn't change my human instincts.
Thinking of how to get rescued and how I would feel emotionally in the moment. Once I was on the helicopter there was a waterfall of emotions. Feeling happy, nervous, excited, and axious about going home to ma family, hoping they even remember me coming back.

The island is driving me crazy! Everyone is not getting along and jack is trying to do whatever he wants, by being the so called "leader" of the hunters group. I'm trying to be helpful to everyone and organize everything with out people on the island. While everyone is trying to work together and work as a team, it is very stressful trying to get everyone to do that. It is getting harder and harder to figure out how we are going to be rescued. Jack is always saying that no we will never get rescued now and that we are going to be stuck here forever and ever. I'm trying to still have hope. Having conflicts with he whole group is jeopardizing our chances of working together as the group we were on this island. The conflicts between jack and Ralph have increased. Jack has been basically ignoring Ralph because Jack feels like he doesn't have to take orders from someone who is not a so called leader anymore. Since jack is part of his own group now, the hunters group then Jack is the leader and he doesn't take any orders from anyone. Maybe only ideas. I feel like we are all going to eventually break up into our own Little team then a of a sudden be by ourselves. I hope that we all get to work together in this mission we have to get rescued and work as a team.